Showing posts with label alone. Show all posts
Showing posts with label alone. Show all posts

Sunday, January 11, 2009

KUYA WAG PO!

I seriously don't know how to start this post. I'm not even sure if it's right to post it here. I mean that incident happened to me a few days ago. but because i couldn't think of anything else, i thought of posting it here nalng.

here's the catch..

nagpunta ako sa gateway after nung new yr. wala lang. just to roam around cubao. tabi tabi nmn kasi mall dun. i went to farmers, then to gateway, then to sm, tas sa alimall. then i went back to gateway. todo porma ako nun,. kasi naghahanap ng pwedeng makilalang maganda.. haha, malay mu me makapansin sa konting kaguwapuhan ko.. haha.lols. but i was not serious that time. just merely for the pleasure of meeting someone. and not going beyond that., well, ewan ko lang. haha! tas ayun. naglalakad ako sa gateway, ung lakad ko eh mabagal lang. co'z i really didn't know where to go next. i noticed that someone was walking behind me. then myamya, katabi ko na xang naglalakad. we were of the same height, medyo mas malaki lang ung katawan nya. he was wearing a black shirt with body bag. un lang ung napansin ko. it's not that i was looking at him, makikita mu pa rin nmn un kahit di mu tinitingnan.

naglalakad parin ako. when he said something which i didn't understand. i looked at him and asked;

ako : anu po yun?
siya: sabi ko cute!
ako: ha? sino po?
siya: ikaw!
ako: haha. kuya lokoloko ka ah.
siya: eh cute ka nmn tlga eh.
ako: sus.

i didn't know how to react that time. uu masarap sabihan ka ng isang tao na cute ka. pero ng LALAKI? ok rin siguro. pero alm mong iba ung dating nun eh. this time i started to walk faster. pero sinasabayan nya ung bilis ko. then he said;

siya: san ka pupunta?
ako: uhm, makikipagkita po sa kaibigan ko.
siya: sama ako.
ako: nako inde po pwede. me lakad po kami eh.
siya: san ba kau pupunta?
ako: ewan ko po sa kanya. ah cge po kuya una na po ko ha?

then i darted off to a different direction just to make sure na he won't be following me na. i looked at my back, wala na xa. sa isip ko, "hay bute nmn." akala ko dun na yun matatapos. inde pa pla. kung baga sa mga tv shopping na napapanuod ko, "wait! there's more!"

pumunta ako sa food court ng gateway. nagutom kasi ako bigla. kumaen ako. after non, bumili ako ng relo na panregalo sa kaibigan ko. then after that, i decided to go home na since it's getting late na. i was walking na dun sa bridge that connects gateway and farmers when suddenly, someone thumped me at my back. i immediately tilted my head to see who just did that. and boy, i'm telling you guys, i almost freaked out, when i saw that man again, almost kissing my nape. ANO BANG PROBLEMA NYA? i lowered my head and pushed him away. buti nlng ang daming tao dun, at wala na xang nagawa. he was still following me hanggang sa farmers.

(habang naglalkad ako nito ng mabilis ah.)
siya: san ka na pupunta?
ako: uuwi na po.
siya: kala ko me lakad kayo ng kaibigan mo?
ako: eh nxt tym nlng daw po eh.
siya: ahh, nuod muna tau sine.
ako: ha? eh nako. wag na po. wala rin ako pera.
siya: sige na ako na bahala.

then he instantly laid his right arm over my right shoulder! "p*tang ina. anu ba to?" syempre i was totally aware nmn kung anung gusto nyang mangyre. and HELL! 'EM NOT INTERESTED! and without further ado, inalis ko yung pagkakaakbay nya saken. ewan ko ba, bigla ko nlng nasabi to.

ako: kuya! hinde ako bakla! at lalong hindi ako callboy! kaya wag mu na akong susundan!

then i darted off, walking really fast. my heart was pounding so badly. i could see that people were looking at me, but i didn't care at all. all i wanted that time was to get home, immediately. hanep. ganun pla ung filing. first time ko ma experience un. kala nya makukuha nya ko. haha. muka nya. sine lang?inde ako ganun ka cheap! next time alam ko na gagawin ko! wahaha. joke lang yun mga tsong! tae tlga, grabeng experience un ahh. cge na.

dinner time na. tinatawag na ako ng aking mahal na ina. :]

..jeszieBoy
..muka ba kong bakla o callboy? :]]

Saturday, December 27, 2008

wut happened to ma christmas?

hay salamat. Nairaos ko din ang aking FREEZING COLD CHRISTMAS. well hinde ko naman xa maxadong naramdaman kasi natulog lang ako. :)) Pero bago un, nagpakalasing pala muna ako. MAGISA! o kaya nyu ba un? lols. I had no choice eh. I was left alone, in the house. And that was actually my very first time, to spend christmas alone, and away from my family. And I 'm not used to that. that's why I guess, nagpakalasing na lang ako MAGISA!


here's the catch.

My granpa passed away last dec. 10. (mother side ko ha.) so my mom went to Surigao. Dun probinsya nila. naiwan kami dito nina erpat, kapatid na babae at kuya ko. My dad then was planning to follow. But the problem was that we still had our exams. My kuya was not interesred to go there. Inde ko alam sa kanya kung bakit. Ako naman, ewan ko. I don't really know. Actually, I was reluctant talaga to go there. Kasi nahihiya ako. I was I think, grade 5 pa the last time I went there. wala lang. nahihiya tlga ko dun. Inde kasi ako close sa mother side ko. sa father side ako sobrang close. Batangas lang kasi un. malapit lang. So i decided na magpaiwan na lng. but I had to endure the consequence. That i had to spend christmas alone. haha. ung kuya ko nmn kasi may sarili syang mundo. kasam abarkada nya. lols. so sumunod sa surigao erpat ko pati kapatid kong babae. tska pabor nman un sa kanila na nagpaiwana ko. ang mahal mahal ng plane ticket ngaun. peak season kasi.

So un. magisa akong nagpasko. Nagiwan naman si erpat ng pampasko namin ng kuya ko. Kaso sabi ko naman, sayang lang. dalawa lang nman kami, so wag nlang magluto. and besides, walng magluluto. dahil xempre, wala yung katulong namin. xmas eh. naawa siguro skin utol ko, tinawag nya ko. punta nmn ako. nakita ko siya nagiinuman together with his barkada. sabay sabi nya! "tagay muna jez!" I immediately said "NO!" not because I don't drink. But simply becuase I'm not used to drinking with utol. Tpos napakarami pang barkada nya which not even one of them I know. pero when i saw kung ano ung iniinom nila, nanlambot kagad mga tuhod ko! REDHORSE! MY FAVOURITE! nagdalawang isip tuloy ako. pero ayoko tlga kasi NAKAKAHIYA! but utol kept on insisting. so tumagay lang ako ng isa. pucha! nung natikman ko, nawala ako sa ulirat ko! grabe! I haven't drunk redhorse for quite a while now. I coudn't even remember the last time I had it. so pagkatagay ko, i went out, bought a couple of redhorse! haha. ANG SARAP KASI EH! nagun lang ulit ako makakainom nito. tapos nagkulong ako sa kwarto ko. dun ko inubos!haha! nung maubos, tipsy na ko. eh medyo nabitin. I was about to buy another set, when i saw this red wine. may redwine pa pala dito . edi yun naman inupakan ko! :)) lols. lupit nu?

while I was putting myslef to the different dimension, tinitxt ko na ang mga tao. ng meri xmas. tinxt ko ung ex ko. na inde man lang nagreply. inde man lang nya ko naalala. haha. ewan ko sa kanya. siguro dahil may nilgay akong "amisyow" at "tekker coz i kerr! sa txt ko. pero nakakalungkot lang tlga na di nya man lang ako naalala. pati nga nung bday ko di man lang nya binati. haha! kaw tlga! tas i texted my other ex. this is what i said:

"hi nicka! meri xmas!
sori sa lhat ng nagawa ko sau ha?
as in sori tlga.
sana masaya ka ngaun.
GODBLESS! :]"

inde kasi akong masyadong naging boyfriend material sa kanya. parang I took her for granted, alam ko kasing lagi syang nandyan. umaga na ng mabasa ko ung reply nya. masaya daw xa kasi kinumpleto ko xmas nya. and natuwa nmn ako sa nabasa kong un. at least ako napasaya ko sya, samantalng ako di man lang pinasaya nung isa kong ex.

haha! anyweis, ganun lang nangyari sa xmas eve ko.

tapos nung25, lumayas ako ng bhay. umala kung saan saan kasam aang aking bestfriend. 12 na ata ako ng gabi nakauwe.haha. tas andun na pla sina erpat. nakabalik na. bute nman! me makakain na ulit ako! new yr nmn ang paghahandaan ko! pero this time, KUMPLETO NA KAMI! :]


..natatawa tlga ako. while I was doing this post, i didn't know na nasa likod ko pla si erpat, and he was actually reading this. tapos nabasa nya ung part na "tagay muna jez" na naka bold pa. and he just said; "i knew it! i knew u'r just gonna drink here!" haha! epal tlga tong erpat ko! :))



..jeszieBoy
..iam so excited for this new yr! :]