Showing posts with label loser. Show all posts
Showing posts with label loser. Show all posts

Friday, January 7, 2011

57 Things To Do Instead Of killing Yourself

Early this morning when i woke up from one of my wildest dreams, i realized that i forgot to turn off my tv last night. it was still on the same channel. it was like the cnn reporter was actually on my dream. she was delivering her spiel (if that's what you call it) about this guy who tried to kill himself but unsuccessful. and then i switched to a local news channel. -a broken hearted guy jumped off the MRT track as the train approaching. and guess what happened, he survived. if my mind is serving me right, it would be the second of such incident. and then i thought, jumping off MRT tracks, has it become a trend? i wonder what preoccupies the minds of these people.

and so i was surfing the net, stumbling and came across this list of things that one can actually engaged in instead of trying to kill themselves. some of these may be nonsense but there's one thing that this list is trying to convey. i just hope people will realize that.

  • Drive in one direction until you reach the ocean.
  • Say hello to everyone you pass during the day.
  • Frown until your mouth muscles hurt (then see how much easier it is to smile.)
  • Create your own alphabet.
  • Start a scrapbook.
  • Make something you invented or invent something you can make.
  • Figure out if has no solution for non zero integers x, y, and z if n is an integer greater than two.
  • Make a BLT.
  • Work the crossword puzzle.
  • Count backwards from 10 billion by 13s.
  • Visit a yard sale.
  • Put on some really comfortable shoes. Walk somewhere in them.
  • Make something nice for someone and give it to them.
  • Go see a movie. (See two or three in a row. You may have to make extended visits to the restroom between films.)
  • Read The Lost Soul Companion.
  • Make your own list of things to do instead of killing yourself (and then do them.)
  • Organize your own mock funeral, invite family and friends, encourage them to eulogize you. (Tell them how you've really been feeling lately and see what happens.)
  • Let someone proofread your suicide note.
  • Build a fort.
  • Meditate.
  • Shampoo your hair. Repeat if desired.
  • Create an elaborate hoax. (Try not to get arrested.)
  • Get arrested.
  • Blow the stink off!
  • Sneak into a church. Enjoy the sunlight and quiet.
  • Write me a letter. (Be assured of a hopeful reply.)
  • Volunteer somewhere.
  • Doodle.
  • Enter a contest.
  • Write a poem.
  • Just breathe.
  • Take a class.
  • Finish something you started.
  • Drink a cup of tea with sugar and milk if that's how you like it.
  • Jump up and down on a big trampoline.
  • Pray.
  • Eat a tomato.
  • Pet a kitty cat.
  • Smoke a cigarette. (It's slower.)
  • Answer your telephone the next time it rings. (I know you haven't been...)
  • Ask a stranger for some good advice.
  • Paint a mural.
  • Start a garden.
  • Do the dishes. (It's OK if you've let them pile up. Wash a couple of them at least.)
  • Visit lostsoulcompanion.com.
  • Rescue an animal.
  • Take your loose change to the bank.
  • Play some beautiful music.
  • Ask an old person to tell you a story.
  • Make yourself breakfast in bed.
  • Eat cookies.
  • Stare at clouds.
  • Visit the maternity ward.
  • Send flowers anonymously.
  • Make a long to-do list. Do everything on it.
  • Set a world record.
  • Open the curtains.

..jeszieBoy
..man the point is there's more to life. it's beautiful, so dont waste yours.

Saturday, September 12, 2009

are you a loser? I am a LOSER!

EX: hey. sup? how ya doin'?

jeszieBoy: hey. not much. im good. how about ya?

EX: great. doin' good. :]

jeszieBoy: that's cool. uhm, u got a new one?

EX: what do you mean i got a new one?

jeszieBoy: i mean, new updates? about you. ya know.

EX: well nothin' really much. still the same.

jeszieBoy: cool. how about yer work?

EX: fine. just fine still kickin'.

jeszieBoy: good for you.

EX: hehe. yeah.

jeszieBoy: so..love life? who's the new one? :]

EX: that's negative, i heard you got a new one.

jeszieBoy: (smiled)

EX: i see. silence means yes.

jeszieBoy: naa. i wish i have. remember the day we broke up? you told me to go find better than you are.

EX: yea. i do remember. what's the problem with that? haven't found the better-than-me one yet?

jeszieBoy: well that's exactly the problem. how the heck will i find the better one if i've already let go of the best that i could possibly have? *sigh*

EX: jez..

jeszieBoy: naa. don't say word. i know what yer sayin'. i just know what yer sayin'

EX: *sigh*

jeszieBoy: ya know what, i could lie to everyone 'round me. but not to myself. never to myself. all this time i thought i got over you. but one day, i woke up. and i just told myself. i still love you. i still do.

EX: i don't know what to say jez.

jeszieBoy: hahahaha! you don't have to say anything. i just wanted you to know. just that. gotta go now. see ya whenever. lol bye. :]


♪ ♫ aking hiling sa mga bituwin na minsan pa sana ako'y iyong mahalin. ihiling kahit dumilim ang aking daan na tatahakin. patungo sa iyo. ♪ ♫

..jeszieBoy
..i wish i knew how to quit ya. geez. i'm such a freakin' LOSER!