Saturday, September 12, 2009

are you a loser? I am a LOSER!

EX: hey. sup? how ya doin'?

jeszieBoy: hey. not much. im good. how about ya?

EX: great. doin' good. :]

jeszieBoy: that's cool. uhm, u got a new one?

EX: what do you mean i got a new one?

jeszieBoy: i mean, new updates? about you. ya know.

EX: well nothin' really much. still the same.

jeszieBoy: cool. how about yer work?

EX: fine. just fine still kickin'.

jeszieBoy: good for you.

EX: hehe. yeah.

jeszieBoy: life? who's the new one? :]

EX: that's negative, i heard you got a new one.

jeszieBoy: (smiled)

EX: i see. silence means yes.

jeszieBoy: naa. i wish i have. remember the day we broke up? you told me to go find better than you are.

EX: yea. i do remember. what's the problem with that? haven't found the better-than-me one yet?

jeszieBoy: well that's exactly the problem. how the heck will i find the better one if i've already let go of the best that i could possibly have? *sigh*

EX: jez..

jeszieBoy: naa. don't say word. i know what yer sayin'. i just know what yer sayin'

EX: *sigh*

jeszieBoy: ya know what, i could lie to everyone 'round me. but not to myself. never to myself. all this time i thought i got over you. but one day, i woke up. and i just told myself. i still love you. i still do.

EX: i don't know what to say jez.

jeszieBoy: hahahaha! you don't have to say anything. i just wanted you to know. just that. gotta go now. see ya whenever. lol bye. :]

♪ ♫ aking hiling sa mga bituwin na minsan pa sana ako'y iyong mahalin. ihiling kahit dumilim ang aking daan na tatahakin. patungo sa iyo. ♪ ♫

..i wish i knew how to quit ya. geez. i'm such a freakin' LOSER!


Anonymous said...

i feel you man... some things never changed... why not get back together?

Anonymous said...

oh btw, what's the title of the song playing in the background of your blog???thanks.

r-yo said...

young love... sweet love. :-)

Mokong™ said...

Love is sweeter the 2nd time around tol...

Knox Galen said...

The more we are reminded of the pain, the more it is hard for us to move on.

Kaya yan pare!

rico de buco said...

move on pre,if u read my older posts gnyan din ako..but i decided to move on..mhrap pero i need too...

may mga bargaining moments parin ako till now na bmalik n siya skin,ksama na ung mhalin niya ako uli.. pero life sucks kc ayaw na nia..

bsta move on mas lalo ka lng masasaktan...

ELAY said...

"well that's exactly the problem. how the heck will i find the better one if i've already let go of the best that i could possibly have? *sigh*" haay I feel you man.

Basyon said...

You know they is a saying that love is sweeter the second time around. So bkit di nalang magbalikan? hehe ;D

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Random Student said...

ay. loser nga. LOL. hayaan mo baka d'yan ka mag-champion. minsan irony is attractive. tsaka may deadline din naman ang lahat-lahat...

Summer said...

Why don't you just try it again. =D

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Angel of Mayhem said...

I know what you're going through.. I also have thoughts of my ex too (note: does not involve anything dirty!).. Hehe, anyway, we've been apart for almost 8 months now, and it wasn't because we had problems as a couple. Her mom had problems with me.. So I guess, that makes me a loser.. :(

Jason Paul Laxamana said...

pelikula na to tsong!


taympers said...

sometimes u have to let go of something, to realize how they are valuable to u.

kokoi said...

try reading this entry with a ghetto-latino accent. it's cool. heheh...

Boris said...

awwww that's said jessie but don't fret you'll find someone. count on it. i know you will :)

NYOG said...

padaan lang po... ;)
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Somnolent Dyarista said...





maybe yes. hahaha move on man!

time to face she's not yours anymore.
and no reason for her to be yours again.

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