Wednesday, December 21, 2011

11 Awesomely Incorrect Test Answers From Kids

..this just set my mood. im ready to hit the sack!

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

you dont really care do you?

..some things are not just meant to be.

Monday, December 19, 2011

Its Good To Be Back!

December 19, 2011, 2:55 in the morning. i was awaken by a guy moaning so loud that i thought he was right in front of me. i could barely see his face but what he said was clear. it was "go back". when i opened my eyes, i was blinded by the lights from my tv. i forgot to turn it off. again. then i went downstairs to grab a glass of water. i realized i was hungry so i helped myself with some sandwich, turned on the pc, checked my email, then my facebook. and out of nowhere, i just hit this link on my page where it dragged me to my blogsite.

it was my blogsite. my last entry was back in january 2011 and since then i never made any effort to make another post. maybe because i simply dont have the luxury of time anymore.i put up this blog when i was in college. it has been over 3 yrs. and its still up and running. waiting for me to come back.

i remember the time when i started. i was a young sophomore then. it was christmas season and i was having a heartache so i came up with this where i tried to vent out everything. this was my confidante. even when i made it thru that storm, this blog used to be everything to me. my bestfriend. and i must admit now that im working time doesnt give me anything but work, i just simply forgot about this. which kinda makes me feel bad.

and you know whats strange? now its christmas season and im currently having kind of a heartache thing.that guy on my dream was probably myself telling me to go back into blogging again now that im getting some hard time at work beacuse of that stupid thing called love. so i just did.

and as im making this entry, i realized how much i missed it. i might not be really good at doing this, but some people do appreciate it. which makes me feel good about myself. now im thinking i wanna go back to what i really love to do. BLOGGING. i really do. and i promise to make time.

..i seriously felt better after making this entry. :]

Friday, January 7, 2011

57 Things To Do Instead Of killing Yourself

Early this morning when i woke up from one of my wildest dreams, i realized that i forgot to turn off my tv last night. it was still on the same channel. it was like the cnn reporter was actually on my dream. she was delivering her spiel (if that's what you call it) about this guy who tried to kill himself but unsuccessful. and then i switched to a local news channel. -a broken hearted guy jumped off the MRT track as the train approaching. and guess what happened, he survived. if my mind is serving me right, it would be the second of such incident. and then i thought, jumping off MRT tracks, has it become a trend? i wonder what preoccupies the minds of these people.

and so i was surfing the net, stumbling and came across this list of things that one can actually engaged in instead of trying to kill themselves. some of these may be nonsense but there's one thing that this list is trying to convey. i just hope people will realize that.

  • Drive in one direction until you reach the ocean.
  • Say hello to everyone you pass during the day.
  • Frown until your mouth muscles hurt (then see how much easier it is to smile.)
  • Create your own alphabet.
  • Start a scrapbook.
  • Make something you invented or invent something you can make.
  • Figure out if has no solution for non zero integers x, y, and z if n is an integer greater than two.
  • Make a BLT.
  • Work the crossword puzzle.
  • Count backwards from 10 billion by 13s.
  • Visit a yard sale.
  • Put on some really comfortable shoes. Walk somewhere in them.
  • Make something nice for someone and give it to them.
  • Go see a movie. (See two or three in a row. You may have to make extended visits to the restroom between films.)
  • Read The Lost Soul Companion.
  • Make your own list of things to do instead of killing yourself (and then do them.)
  • Organize your own mock funeral, invite family and friends, encourage them to eulogize you. (Tell them how you've really been feeling lately and see what happens.)
  • Let someone proofread your suicide note.
  • Build a fort.
  • Meditate.
  • Shampoo your hair. Repeat if desired.
  • Create an elaborate hoax. (Try not to get arrested.)
  • Get arrested.
  • Blow the stink off!
  • Sneak into a church. Enjoy the sunlight and quiet.
  • Write me a letter. (Be assured of a hopeful reply.)
  • Volunteer somewhere.
  • Doodle.
  • Enter a contest.
  • Write a poem.
  • Just breathe.
  • Take a class.
  • Finish something you started.
  • Drink a cup of tea with sugar and milk if that's how you like it.
  • Jump up and down on a big trampoline.
  • Pray.
  • Eat a tomato.
  • Pet a kitty cat.
  • Smoke a cigarette. (It's slower.)
  • Answer your telephone the next time it rings. (I know you haven't been...)
  • Ask a stranger for some good advice.
  • Paint a mural.
  • Start a garden.
  • Do the dishes. (It's OK if you've let them pile up. Wash a couple of them at least.)
  • Visit
  • Rescue an animal.
  • Take your loose change to the bank.
  • Play some beautiful music.
  • Ask an old person to tell you a story.
  • Make yourself breakfast in bed.
  • Eat cookies.
  • Stare at clouds.
  • Visit the maternity ward.
  • Send flowers anonymously.
  • Make a long to-do list. Do everything on it.
  • Set a world record.
  • Open the curtains.

..jeszieBoy the point is there's more to life. it's beautiful, so dont waste yours.

Sunday, January 2, 2011

So, This Is What Happened

It was new year's eve, while at the grocery i stumbled upon this pretty lady with wide oval eyes

i messed up. the world hates me.

..Happy New Year!