Sunday, December 13, 2009
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
apparently, this tree couple i supposed, was having the best time of their day not realizing that a camera has been capturing their private moment.
..i actually find it hot.
Sunday, December 6, 2009
when someone tells you that you can't do something..
consider all options.
then go for it!
use all the things that GOD gave you.
in the end, you will succeed and prove them wrong.
always remember: "where there is a will, there is a way."
will + way = success!
Saturday, September 12, 2009
EX: hey. sup? how ya doin'?
jeszieBoy: hey. not much. im good. how about ya?
EX: great. doin' good. :]
jeszieBoy: that's cool. uhm, u got a new one?
EX: what do you mean i got a new one?
jeszieBoy: i mean, new updates? about you. ya know.
EX: well nothin' really much. still the same.
jeszieBoy: cool. how about yer work?
EX: fine. just fine still kickin'.
jeszieBoy: good for you.
EX: hehe. yeah.
jeszieBoy: so..love life? who's the new one? :]
EX: that's negative, i heard you got a new one.
EX: i see. silence means yes.
jeszieBoy: naa. i wish i have. remember the day we broke up? you told me to go find better than you are.
EX: yea. i do remember. what's the problem with that? haven't found the better-than-me one yet?
jeszieBoy: well that's exactly the problem. how the heck will i find the better one if i've already let go of the best that i could possibly have? *sigh*
jeszieBoy: naa. don't say word. i know what yer sayin'. i just know what yer sayin'
jeszieBoy: ya know what, i could lie to everyone 'round me. but not to myself. never to myself. all this time i thought i got over you. but one day, i woke up. and i just told myself. i still love you. i still do.
EX: i don't know what to say jez.
jeszieBoy: hahahaha! you don't have to say anything. i just wanted you to know. just that. gotta go now. see ya whenever. lol bye. :]
♪ ♫ aking hiling sa mga bituwin na minsan pa sana ako'y iyong mahalin. ihiling kahit dumilim ang aking daan na tatahakin. patungo sa iyo. ♪ ♫
..i wish i knew how to quit ya. geez. i'm such a freakin' LOSER!
Monday, September 7, 2009
last September 3, i celebrated my 19th birthday, just so you know. unfortunately yes, i just turned a year older again. geez. i feel like I'm grunting now. lol. however, that's not the focal point of this post but of LARA's. so many people celebrating their birthday this month. LARA and I just happened to be two of them.
I couldn't think of anything else to give lara. she has everything. when i asked her, she just told me to give her something i don't usually do yet special. so i thought of doing this. :]
..happy birthday LARA! to me, and to all who are celebrating their birthdays! it's a month-long celebration! yay! :]
Saturday, August 29, 2009
When i first heard one of their songs "Ikaw Lamang" i immediately became a fan. after scanning through the rest of their songs back then i realized that these are just exactly the songs that i like. and since then, Silent Sanctuary has never disappointed me with their soft mellow repertoires.
I've been on LSS with "HILING" for sometime now. silly me would always listen to the song with some thoughts in the head. next thing i know, I'm teary eyed. so lame. and i must commend the video too! one of the bests actually. so here you go. let's listen to the song over and over again and share some sentiments. haha. Lol.
..ipipikit ko ang aking mata dahil nais ka lamang mahagkan, nais ka lamang masilayan kahit alam kong tapos na, kahit alam kong wala ka na.
Monday, July 27, 2009
Anyways, it was my second time to watch in Trinoma. I was goddam excited to watch it. because aside from the fact that I've long waited for this to really come out, I'd get to see my freakin' high school classmates as well. so it's like a reunion thingy. and it was just awesome. so there, i bought a gargantuan popcorn and enormous drink. the movie started at 11:30pm and ended at around 2:30 am. and i walked out the theater with so much disappointment in my heart. I was so brokenhearted.
ok, here's the thing. i know that we don't expect the director to include all the smallest details from the book. perhaps we might be forgetting what adopted means. but duuh? fool David Yates ruled out so much important details. im talking about highly relevant facts man. this movie was supposed to help people understand the connection between Harry and Voldemort. and it didn't. the horcrux was the whole idea of HBP but was completely left out. crucial memories in the pensive were excluded.
and crap! where were Tom's parents? Dumbledore's funeral? the new minister of magic? and the more-than-life battle between the dumbledore's army and death eaters! oh gosh. reminiscing that night when i watched the movie just makes me even harder to move on. this movie was almost 3hrs of crap. it was so damn boring. I expected so much from it. and i got almost nothing. i mean hella nothing.
..i wanna apparate to JK and cry!
Friday, July 17, 2009
'oo nga. malamig. sa mga ganitong panahon mo maiisip na masarap ang may ka kiskisan ng balat.'
'kiskisan ng balat?'
'skin to skin.' sa maternal & child nursing, it promotes bonding sa mag ina.
'yea. whatever. pwede ba mag tanong?'
'diba nagtatanong ka na nga.'
'hehe. ano ba yun?'
'masaya ka ba?'
'sa piling niya.'
'masayahin akong tao. kahit sino, kahit nga emo napapatawa ko. pag napasaya ko sila, masaya na rin ako.'
'hindi mo nmn sinagot ang tanong ko.'
'pero hindi ung hinahanap kong sagot.'
'pero sinagot ko.'
'napapsaya mo nmn ba siya?'
'siguro. kami pa rin nmn eh.'
'eh sa relasyon niyo, masaya ka rin ba?'
'teka. sino ka ba? bakit ang dami mong tanong?'
'ewan ko. ito ang role ko eh. magtanong. at ang role mo, sumagot. kaya un lang ang dapat mong gawin.'
'eh sa relasyon niyo, masaya ka rin ba?'
'magkaiba pa ba un?'
'oo magkaiba pa un'
'bakit, pwede ko bang sabihing masaya ako sa relasyon namin pero hindi sa piling niya?'
'hindi. pero pwede mong sabihing masaya ka sa piling niya pero hindi sa relasyon niyo.'
'mahal mo ba siya?'
'teka! wala akong sinasabing hindi. hindi pa kaya ako sumasagot.'
'un ang sabi ng kuliglig eh.'
'ano nmn ang kinalaman dito ng isang kuliglig? at paano mo nalaman na "hindi" yung sagot niya?'
'andami mo namang tanong eh. ako lang ang dapat na nagtatanong sa'yo.
'sino ka ba kasi?'
'sinabi ko na sa'yo. hindi ko rin alam. basta sumagot ka na lng. so hindi mo siya mahal.'
'mahal niya ako.'
'tingin mo sa pamamagitan niya matatakasan mo ang nakaraan mo?'
'pero hindi mo siya mahal.'
'pero mahal niya ako.'
'ito ba ang gusto mo?'
'ito ang dapat kong gustuhin.'
'dahil ito ang tama'
'at ang mali?'
'ang mali ay hindi dapat ginagawa.
'pero un ang gusto mo. dun ka masaya.'
'wala nmn akong sinasabing hindi ako masaya dito ah.'
'paano ka magiging masaya sa isang bagay na hindi mo gusto?'
*tingin sa malayo*
'ang sitwasyon mo nagun?'
'anong part ba ng situation ko ang tinutukoy mo?
'the whole part.'
*hingang malalim* 'sana ibang spermatozoon nalng ng tatay ko ang nag fertilize sa ovum ng nanay ko nung ginawa nila ako.'
'wala ka ngayon kung nagkaganun.'
'ang totoong nararamdaman mo.'
'oo nga pla. kahit tayong dalawa lang ang naguusap, maraming tao ang makakabasa nito.'
'teka, siguro nmn pwede mo na akong sagutin. sino ka ba?'
'hindi ko nga alam.'
'huh? pwede ba un?'
'bakit ikaw, kilala mo ba sarili mo?'
'ahh. hindi nga rin eh. sino ba ako?'
'lalong hindi ko alam.'
'bakit kasi wala tayong mga pangalan?'
'yun ang gusto niya eh.'
'ni jeszie. siya ang gumawa satin.'
'hindi kaya epitome nya tayo?'
'tayo? eh isa lang nmn siya.'
'so sino sa 'ting dalawa?'
...and i don't want the world to see me. co'z i don't think that they'd understand. when everything's made to be broken, i just want you to know who i am...
hooy manong ang ingay ng radyo mooooo!!!
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
sometimes, or most of the times we inevitably get the wrong side of the stick which causes some sort of misconstruction to one another. and if not given the appropriate action, it could eventually lead to something more serious which we all do not want to happen. now, going back to blog hopping, I think it was last week when i last blog hopped around here and i never expected that something really heinous would confront me.
I came across this particular blog which was owned by some 17 yr old kid. I was scanning his blog pages by pages when suddenly a photograph of a butt naked guy caught my attention. the picture was in sepia mode with some edited texts on it.
the moment my eyes got jammed on that picture, rage abruptly swallowed me up. this picture is not just familiar to me. I freakin' know this picture! why? because that guy on that picture just happened to be me! yes! you guys read it right. this butt naked guy is none other than me. on his blog, he said there that "with a friend's permission, i posted this picture bla.. bla.. bla.." and i was like, "WTF? i do not know this kid!"
'jes, ang lupit ng mga pics mo ah.'
"oh? astig ba?lol."
'oo gagu! potential hayden kho ka pla!'
"haha. potential? hayden kho in the making ba?"
'the next hayden kho pare.'
i got so much pictures of that kind or even naughtier on my FS account. but yea, i must admit that they were in a public album. but my account itself is in private because it's a sort of exclusive account. you might be asking why do i do that. the answer is i freakin' don't know. exhibitionist? sexual voyeurism, all these stuff? i don't know. and i don't wanna know. i just do that PERIOD.
I was preoccupied by the thought that i gotta know this kid who posted my picture without my permission! i had to find way how to get in touch to this kid. i saw his profile, and there i got his ym ID. i added him. and dropped a message. the next day, he was online. and the conversation started.
jeszieBoy :]: pre..
That kid: tes?
That kid: yes?
jeszieBoy :]: nabasa ko yung blog mo..
jeszieBoy :]: ung luma ata yun..
jeszieBoy :]: ung may nakapost na lalaking butt naked
jeszieBoy :]: I just wanna ask. kilala mo ba yung guy na un?
That kid: oo naman bakit?
jeszieBoy :]: oh yea?
That kid: oo
That kid: y?
That kid: teka
That kid: sino k b?
That kid: hehe
jeszieBoy :]: I just happened to be that guy..
jeszieBoy :]: and hell i dont know u man..
That kid: no you're not
jeszieBoy :]: u used my picture without my permission
That kid: FYI
That kid: that aint you
jeszieBoy :]: ako yun brad...
jeszieBoy :]: alam ko yung picture ko...
That kid: related ka ba kay warren
jeszieBoy :]: warren
jeszieBoy :]: fuck
That kid: y?
jeszieBoy :]: husn that?
jeszieBoy :]: ako ang may ari ng pic na un...
That kid: he's the guy who gave me "your" pic
jeszieBoy :]: and not warren
That kid: and he said siya un so i believed it
jeszieBoy :]: tangena
jeszieBoy :]: poser..
jeszieBoy :]: bigay mo nga saken link nun
jeszieBoy :]: ung warren na un
jeszieBoy :]: poser un brad...
jeszieBoy :]: that picture is mine..
That kid: hmm
That kid: sorry
jeszieBoy :]: pwede makuha url ng site nya?
That kid: wla xang blog eh
That kid: anyway
That kid: kalimutan mo na un
That kid: ill delete the entry na lang
That kid: paxenxa na sa inconvinience
jeszieBoy :]: no.. just the FS url..
jeszieBoy :]: sabi mo frend mo xa sa fs..
jeszieBoy :]: its ok man..
jeszieBoy :]: sorry.. grabe. first time ko kasi maganun..
jeszieBoy :]: sobrang kabadtrip..
jeszieBoy :]: can i get his FS nlng muna?
That kid: sorry
That kid: ok wait..
That kid: http://profiles.friendster.com/18915200
jeszieBoy :]: tnx man..
That kid: teka man san mo nakuha ym id ko?
jeszieBoy :]: sa blog mo. kelangan tlga makontak kita eh. because of this..
jeszieBoy :]: tnx man..
That kid: ganun ba
jeszieBoy :]: ah
That kid: eh san mo nakuha blog link ko?
jeszieBoy :]: sa blog ko..
jeszieBoy :]: nag iwan ka ng link eh
That kid: ahha ganun b? blog link mo?
jeszieBoy :]: www.jeszieboy.blogspot.com man..
jeszieBoy :]: shit. schoolmate ko pa ampota
jeszieBoy :]: badrip.
jeszieBoy :]: pero wala na ung pic ko..
jeszieBoy :]: hinahanap ko sa album nya
jeszieBoy :]: wala na eh
That kid: ahhh
That kid: ok
jeszieBoy :]: im definitely makin' an entry about this man.
That kid: jeszie boy.. nagcomment nga ako sayo nung nagpunta ka sa concert ni david archuleta
jeszieBoy :]: ah nagcomment ka ba? haha.
That kid: the guy with the cool accent ata sinabi ko
jeszieBoy :]: di ko napansin eh.
jeszieBoy :]: ako?
jeszieBoy :]: lol
jeszieBoy :]: natabunan kasi..
jeszieBoy :]: di ko na napansin.
jeszieBoy :]: hehe
That kid: hahaha... kaya naman pala
That kid: so anu naman ilalagay mo sa blog mo about the picture?
That kid: hehehe
jeszieBoy :]: i dunno. mag iisip pa ko.
That kid: [insert smiley here]
jeszieBoy :]: pero kailangan ma feature ko to.
jeszieBoy :]: lol
That kid: sa
That kid: haha
jeszieBoy :]: man, can i include you? sau ko kasi nakita pic ko.
That kid: ikaw pala ung nasa pic hahahaa.. wala lang
That kid: haha
That kid: o cge..
jeszieBoy :]: although la ka nmn kasalanan
That kid: negative ba?
That kid: [insert smiley here]
jeszieBoy :]: sa warren siguro..oo
That kid: haha
That kid: sa
jeszieBoy :]: sau hindi wala ka nmn kasalanan eh
That kid: waren's part of pagfa
jeszieBoy :]: yea i know.. namumukaan ko nga siya..
jeszieBoy :]: nakikita ko siya pag sumasayaw pagfa
That kid: ahh soo wait anung year mo na sa
jeszieBoy :]: 3rd yr man..
jeszieBoy :]: pero iba na ko ng building..
jeszieBoy :]: hindi na ko madalas dun sa tambayan ng pagfa
That kid: ahh dun ka na sa malapit sa sti
jeszieBoy :]: oo man..
jeszieBoy :]: regalado man
That kid: what a small world haha
jeszieBoy :]: bakit? dun ka rin ba?
That kid: lintek na picture yun haha..
That kid: hinde
That kid: malapit lang ung church namin ni warren dun
jeszieBoy :]: anong church? ung sa robinson?
That kid: oo
That kid: victory churches of
That kid: baka naman man pumunta ka dun at sugurin mo xa haha
jeszieBoy :]: nag church din ako dun man.
That kid: hahahaa
jeszieBoy :]: dati..
That kid: what a freakin small world
jeszieBoy :]: di na ngaun eh
That kid: dati?
jeszieBoy :]: lol
That kid: y di na ngayon?
jeszieBoy :]: busy na kasi..
jeszieBoy :]: haha
jeszieBoy :]: gusto ko nga bumalik eh..
jeszieBoy :]: kaso ewan..
jeszieBoy :]: ung demonyo pinangingibabawan ako
jeszieBoy :]: [insert smiley here]
That kid: hahahahahahahaaaha
That kid: san ka umaatend?
That kid: youth?
jeszieBoy :]: oo youth.
That kid: add muna kita sa blogroll ko wait
jeszieBoy :]: haha..
That kid: haha
That kid: youth din kame
jeszieBoy :]: haha. cge man.. t
jeszieBoy :]: tnx..
jeszieBoy :]: add din kita mya..
That kid: anu pla number mo
jeszieBoy :]: globe ako man eh
jeszieBoy :]: lol
That kid: globe din ako
That kid: haha
jeszieBoy :]: okie,,
jeszieBoy :]: 0927*******
jeszieBoy :]: haha.
That kid: imma invite u sometime sa church
jeszieBoy :]: waaa. gusto nga. tae.. hirap.lol
That kid: basta gusto may paraan
it was kinda lengthy so i just cut it right there which is just sufficient to make it clear. all's clear now. I know i messed myself up when i posted those kind of pictures on my account. but heck! i never expected that something like this would happen! who would've wished something like this? well i don't really care if you post my pictures wherever you want, but geez! just don't ever claim possession of things that aren't yours! and to that Warren Austria who owned my picture, screw you man! i don't care if you like me, or just envious or something but damn. dont you ever do that again to me.
now i've learned my lesson. but im not saying that im gonna be deleting those pictures now. im just gonna make the album private.lol.
..how's my butt btw?lol.
Sunday, July 12, 2009
but hey, this entry is not really about them, but yea, somehow connected. well because you know, I perfectly and truly understand why some people do that. of course, they wanna look stunningly beautiful, goddam sexy, effin' hot. hmm. what else? I ran out of words. Lol. but isn't not being beautiful is not just physical. i mean it's a total package. it also has to be emotional, spiritual, intellectual and all that. now that's beautiful and hawt!
anyways, speaking of intellectual, you guys heard me right. oh, i mean you guys READ IT RIGHT. we also have to work on our brain. we gotta find some ways to get it going man. we don't want our brain rot without even using a portion of it. did you know that the 100% function of our brain hasn't discovered yet? if I'm not mistaken, that's what my professor in psychology back in first yr told me. we're only using about 30% or 40% function of it. hey, I'm not sure with the numbers ok? I've always been unsure when it comes to numbers ya know.
now, if you can't think of anything that will make your brain on the go, I have something for you. this is some kinda brain exercise but you don't need to answer so much awful questions. all you gotta do is read it. and to the best of your ability, try to understand and feel each and every line. and if you get to understand the article, CONGRATULATIONS!
..I go away now. my head is pain. I can't breathing!
Thursday, July 9, 2009
that's what a friend of mine told me yesterday when we were talking on the phone as she was story telling me about his boyfriend who just recently came out to her. and she was just so brokenhearted. she couldn't believe that she fell in love with a freakin' gay man. Lol. and I say it was not her fault. she never knew. until that very day.Lol. guess he had to do it for his boyfriend. haha.
but what she said made me think a bit. which i don't really usually do you know. every man has his gayness in him. does this include my dad? my brother? YOUR BOYFRIEND? ME? oh well, i guess yea. every man. no exception. but please, don't get me wrong. when i say gayness, i don't mean homosexual tendencies. what i mean is any personality that could mostly be found in gay people. try not to be so defensive man.
so yeah. i got gayness in me. isn't that cool? no. not at all. but what can i do? it was part of my personality. i was born with that gayness in my genes which i inherited from my aunt who just recently told me that we have the same personality. so what is this gayness that i'm talking about? well here we go.Lol.
no one really knows that i'm like this, except my best buddy. he was the only one who caught me watching that animated movie cars and actually crying. can you just imagine that? who could be teary eyed watching an animated movie that is so like babyish? oh well that's me. so gay i know. another movie that i couldn't help but just go to the bathroom and cry was ratatouille. hey! i didn't say something like crying makes a man gay. it's not. as long as no one sees him.Lol.
oh yes. I'm a freakin' crybaby. co'z im a hackin' sentimental. and i just hate it. you know. even a single touch of drama in an entirely comedy film is just enough to make me cry like a baby. and know what, there was this one time, i was inside FX goin' home from school, parting time by rockstar was the bg music, and jeez. i just couldn't help it. memories from my past rushed back to me just like that. and next thing i know, tears fell down on face. good thing people inside didn't see me. it was just really awkward but i couldn't help it.
but what's really infuriating here is that i cant freakin' watch anything with someone else. it's just hard to suppress the feelings you know. the last movie that made me really sob was transformers. i watched this in trinoma with two of my boyfriends and man, they were hard laughing at me after the movie. it's not that they saw me crying but man, sniffing is just hard to resist you know. Santino. you guys know him? oh I'm sure you do. I just hate that kid. he always makes me cry. that's why i don't watch him anymore especially when my parents are around!
oh gosh. i just screwed one of my secrets again. oh well that's fine i like sharing anything about me to everyone anyways. so how about you man? what is that gayness thingy in you? Lol.
..c'mon man, tell me. haha.Lol.
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
he sent me a picture that made me laugh so hard until i just couldn't breathe at all. well it was not the picture that was really funny, but it was the caption that was so hilarious.
poor spongebob. look at him. he's just so dry due to so much lack of water. and so traumatized because of heat. and the people around might have aggravated his already deteriorated condition.haha. btw, what the heck is spongebob doing here in the metro?Lol.
..i still love him anyways.Lol.
Friday, June 26, 2009
The pop star died after being taken to UCLA medical center for cardiac arrest. He was not breathing when Los Angeles Fire Department paramedics responded to a call made by his brother after Jackson suddenly collapsed at his Los Angeles home about 12:30 p.m. the paramedics performed CPR but reportedly was not able to revive, and took him to the hospital. "my brother was resuscitated at 1.14pm for a period of 1 hour, but they were unsuccessful." says Jermaine Jackson, Michael's brother. Michael died at the early age of 50.
immediately after the news had spread like a wildfire, a multitude of fans started to gather outside the UCLA Medical Center hoping to get some sort of comfort from one another. Fans also congregated at Jackson Family's house in Gary, Indiana where Michael Jackson was born, laying flowers at the doorstep and paying tribute to the king of pop.
although aggregates of fans flocked to these different places, it's not surprising to hear no screaming, crying, and stuff like that. everybody was just in great tranquility consoling one another. however, there are some group of people who were playing Michael Jackson's musics and just dancing and singing and tryin' to remember and feel once again how it's like to be just listening and jiving to this music.
but what's really saddening here is that Michael is actually preparing for a sort of come back concert tour after not having performed for so many years now. and this terribly shocking abrupt demise of him has just put a period to his long legendary career as the people's musical hero.
this is a global phenomena. everyone is just mourning, and was really in great shock about this sudden demise of Michael Jackson. but that's life. who are we to question God about what he does? He needed Michael, so He got him.
..Rest in Peace king of Pop! thanks for the great music!
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
if you are fond of watching this show and an avid fan of spongebob squarepants, you probably have already memorized this exerpt of that world renowned infamous opening song. haha. and more or less, you have been singing this song your whole life even up to now that you're grown up. lol, kiddin'
who doesn't know spongebob anyways? i mean, he's been like an effigy of fun, play and all to the kids and to the kids at heart like me.lol. that square sea sponge guy belonged to the eukaryotes, under kingdom animalia, and phylum porifera (hey, i can still remember my biology!lol). but look more like a kitchen sponge. he 's just so adorable and something in him really makes kids hooked and make him as their favourite cartoon character for this new generation.
This second longest-running Nicktoon, next to the Rugrats was created by Stephen Hillenburg an artist, animator and a former marine biologist. The series is set in the Pacific Ocean in the fictitious city of Bikini Bottom and on the surrounding lagoon floor. Among the lead characters are; Spongebob Squarepants himself, Patrick Star, Squidward Tentacles, Mr. Krabs, Plankton, Sandy Cheeks and Gary the snail.
if you think you have seen the best of this show, coz it obviously got so much wit in it, well think again. recently i was browsing some videos over youtube, and i come up with this particular video of spongebob. for a second i though it was really one of the episodes of spongebob, but it turned out to be just a spoof-like thingy of the show. it was hella funny, but really interesting.
Thursday, June 4, 2009
maswerte ako dahil mahirap makahanap ng mga kaibigan kung may ganito kang kondisyon. kailangan kasi ung mga taong nag umaapaaw ang pagmamahal at pasensiya sa'yo. ung tanggap ang bawat aspeto ng pagkatao mo. yung tipong ngayong araw magmumurahan at magsasapakan kayo dahil lang sa isang electric fan, pero bukas balik ulit sa kanyakanyang kakulitan.
pero gaya ng nasabi ko, ayaw ko sa lahat yung kinukulit ako tuwing may mood swing ako. pero makulit si arlene. parang hindi niya ako kilala. yun din ang madalas na problema pag sobrang close kau ng isang tao, kilalang kilala ka na niya. alam niya na kahit mapikon ka sa kanya ngayon, kinabukasan wala na rin iyon.
arlene: sige na jessie, sabihin mo na kung sino yung tinutukoy mo kagabi sa gm mo!
jeszieBoy: *nakasimangot* wala un.
arlene: wooo, ayaw pa sabihin, sige na! ito naman.
jeszieBoy: ang kulit mo, wala nga un. next time ka na lang mangulit pwede ba?
arlene: hindi kita titigilan hangga't hindi mo sinasabi.
arlene: teka, BOF na pla.
jeszieBoy: yuck.. BOF sucks!
arlene: gago! yuck ka diyan. astig nga eh. I LOVE BOF!
jeszieBoy: oh? YOU SUCK!
bakit? kanya kanyang namang taste yan. ang pasok sa panlasa mo maaring hindi sa akin. at ang swak sa akin maaring hindi sa iyo. matuto tayong irespeto ang pagkakaiba ng bawat isa! haha. pasensiya na, minsan hindi ko lang talaga alam ang kahuluhan ng salitang respeto kapag may mood swing ako.
..yaan arlene, sori ha. kulit mo kasi. :]]
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
sa pagkakaalam ko, si sambag ang unang nawala sa industriya ng mga plastik. si jubal, naaalala ko may isa pa siyang palabas noon na napanuod ko kasama si gloria romero, nakalimutan ko lang yung title. si omar naman, nakita ko pa siya sa tv, last yr lang ata. ewan, di ko na rin matandaan. kaya naman hinanap ko through internet kung nasaan na si sambag. ilang oras din ang tinagal ko kakahanap sa iba't ibang search engines. hanggang sa mapunta ako sa isang link. nakita ko si sambag. si sambag na lampayatot at pumipiyok piyok pa nuon sa pelikula. ibang iba na. malamang. sa tinagal tagal ba naman ng panahon eh.
eto na ngayon si sambag, kasama ang kanyang asawa at cute na cute na anak.
..parang kape't gatas lang! pero astigin, kudos sambag!lol.
Saturday, May 30, 2009
An old lady with a grubby appearance showed up and stared at me straight to my eyes for like a minute or two. Despite the obvious soiled emergence of this woman, the windows of her soul had an impeccable effulgence that seemed able to be seen by no one but me. I kinda felt I was being haunted by these. I had the strangest feeling that I was the only one aware of her existence. I started to get startled. Waiting for my mom on the side road where I tremblingly stood, I turned my gaze to the other side eager to look back and see her no more.
But disappointment deteriorated my heart-filled dread. Hairs on my nape prickled up, my chest was pounding so hard that I could hear every single monotonous thud. I was barely looking where she was at, but my intuition was lending me the picture that at a snail's pace, the old lady was taking her steps right through me. I wanted to shout for help but I could hardly produce a single sound. I wanted to run, but I could scarcely budge. I was then immovable. Little by little, her scrawny filthy hand was touching my arm. Freezing cold sensation suddenly engulfed my entirety. I was being hoisted up by some sort of mist emanating from her body.
It was the very first time that I had such feeling. And I thought it was so cool, the best sensation ever. Arctic-like combined with sort of low voltage power hit and tickled my peritoneum cavity. I couldn't help myself but to grasp and take the pleasure in. I was having the best time yet gloomiest of my life. Simultaneous with the satisfaction, a menacing oblivion overthrew every single detail of happiness over my head. What's left now are nothing but pure anger, hatred, grief, wretchedness and melancholy.
As my feet starting to touch the ground again, I was at a complete loss. I was becoming a total madcap. With my blurry vision, I still managed to witness something extraordinary and yes, there was even more unusual than what was happening to me. A lucid silhouette of a skinny lad emerged out of nowhere with some sort of well polished piece of stick on his right hand pointed to the hooded old lady in front of me. For a second I thought it was me he was aiming at. I was about to get down for a count when I heard him yelled "EXPECTO PATRONUM!" with that stick still pointed to the lady. A radiance of bright illumination with a stallion contour materialized from the tip of his stick, smearing my vision. I fell to the ground with a great thud. It was the last thing I could remember.
When I opened my eyes, I was still standing at the road side. My mom was talking to me.
"m-om I-I got de-men-ted." I stuttered.
'what are you talking about son?' she queried perplexedly.
I glanced up at the road, cars were in breakneck speed getting ahead of one another as if nothing odd just happened to me. Then I realized, was it a dream? or an illusion? could it just be a hallucination? A car bizarrely halted in front of me with a poster fixed on its window. I looked at it. It was this poster.
I got a glimpse of someone on my left who was also looking at the poster. . .
she looked at me. . .
I got goosebumps. . .
It was the same old hooded lady. . .
..wag ng umapila. that's my own version of a DEMENTOR AND BEING DEMENTED. :))
Saturday, May 23, 2009
sige sige, para matahimik ang mga kaluluwa niyo, and mine as well, no comments shall be posted na here in my blog. and I strongly suggest those a-holes involved to just cease dropping by and get their a** outta here.
..hindi pa ko galit nyan. :]]
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
I was a fan of these two lads, ever since their auditions during their American Idol days. From day one, until their final singing brawl on stage, I got hooked. Actually, I wasn't just fastened to the two of them, but their whole batch! Theirs was really the best of all, and Simon Cowell even had to agree with me! :)) mind you guys, not even one of last yrs' episodes got ahead of me. That's how I got really hooked. My favourite episode was when they had a special number where they got to sing Shout To The Lord during their Idol Gives Back. It was one of my favourite christian songs, and seeing the AI batch that I was so passionate about, man! I'm like, OMFG! haha. :))
So when there was this one time, I was scanning through the sites in the blogsphere, I stumbled upon this particular blog that had a post that really caught my attention. It featured that the two Davids were actually coming to the Philippines to have a back to back concert. I was kinda reluctant upon reading the post, but starting to jump off my seat. I made contact with the owner of the blog to ask if it was real, and he confirmed it. My chest bursted out. I had long been waiting for this. When someone informed me that the tickets for the concert were already available, without second thought I immediately went to purchase two, for me and for my best friend. And so my prayers had been granted!
The concert was held at MOA open grounds, started around 8:20. The whether was so perfect, and the crowd was just unbelievably incredible! Our seat was just good enough to see the two Davids up close and appreciate their entirety!haha. so, it was like, minutes away from the start of the show, when the crowd got surprised when suddenly, sparks of illumination sky-rocketed and made everyone else looked up in great awe.
David Archuleta emerged with a total bang! the crowd exploded, my bestfriend blown up, and I, I flew into insanity. Everyone was just soo freakin' astonished by this young dude singing his first song "touch my hand"
while everybody else were standing over their chairs tryin' to have a perfect angle to have a great glimpse of archie, I happened to notice this guy who seemed irrefutable with his choice to just sit and feel like nothing historical was happening around. he seemed like just sitting in a bench in some park. haha.lols.
Archie was freakin' soggy wet by his sweat after singing around ten songs, nonstop! Right after singing his last song, "Crush" he bid goodbye and headed to the backstage. and he was gone, just like that. Minutes after Archie's performance, the sky was again illuminated by colorful flamboyant fire crackers that awed the crowd and it was better compared to Archie's :))
Cook: are you guys havin' fun?
cook: cool! co'z 'em havin' a BLAST!
The show ended with a song which I forgot the title, that was sang by both Davids, and man, it was so cool, people were waving their hands, (including me! haha.) simultaneous with the Davids. I knew that it was gonna be their last song so I really got myself along with it. and as I have foreseen, it was indeed their last performance. they both bid goodbye, cook put his left arm over archie's shoulder, and together they disappeared in the middle of smoke-filled stage as the people, continued to screech as if so satisfied with the show. man, it was so freakin' worth it!
..deymm! hoping for them to come back! :]]